On April 13, 2012, Nehemiah, my precious, perfect, gift from God, died in my arms when I was trying to feed him. It was the worst day of my life.
I am trying to forget those moments and remember all the good times we had together... all the times that I told him about Jesus and introduced them so that Nehemiah would know Him when he went "Home." When Nehemiah met Jesus for the first time, I wanted him to say, "Oh, I know you. My mommy loved you and told me all about you."
I took several videos while Nehemiah was living. I knew his life would not be long on this earth. Doctor after doctor warned me of that, and I did not want to regret not taking videos. A friend put the videos together for me to show at the funeral so that I could share my little man with all of his friends and family who never got to meet him in person.
And, here he is...