Endings:
I had a lovable hound dog, Copper, for eleven, short
years. Copper was a wonderful gift from
God that I did not pick for myself. God
taught me a lot about Himself and His faithful love through that dog. The chapter of life that Copper, God and I
went through was rich and full with plenty of its share of ups and downs. Some of life’s greatest joys (marrying the
love of my life and my best friend, the birth of my son) and greatest
heartaches (watching my son go to be with Jesus) were shared in that chapter. We had a very special bond, and my heart was
broken when Copper had to go. I was not
ready for that story to end. I wanted
God to let me keep my gift and physical comforter and keep learning those sweet
lessons on faithfulness and love.
However, God said it was time to move forward. The Copper chapter was ending.
Beginnings:
After Copper was gone, I did not want another dog any time
soon. I knew I enjoyed being a dog owner
and would eventually want another dog, but I wanted to wait a while, possibly a
few years, savor the memories, and in a way, hold onto the old. However, God had other plans in this as
well. So, He gave me another dog and the
Lily chapter begins.
Lily is so incredibly different from Copper. She is full of energy with selective hearing
and does not really come across as cuddly or loving. It’s snips, jumps, and more training after a
hard day of work. I still miss the
Copper days of hugs and snuggles. Copper
was very laid back and easy going and gave lots of hugs, especially toward the
end of his life. It would be easy to get
angry at Lily because she does not act like Copper, but once again I am seeing
God show me some things about Himself and myself through this different, energetic
dog named Lily.
She is a working class dog, a shepherd by breeding, an Anatolian
Sheppard/Great Pyrenees mix to be precise.
Have you ever thought about how many references there are to shepherding
in the bible? That’s a thread to follow
on another day, but I’m starting to ponder it.
Puppy Training:
I have been watching videos and reading everything I can on
how to train Lily to be a balanced and well behaved dog. We want her to be able to live with us - that
includes being able to go on vacations, go to the beach, and mingle with guests
when they come over.
She is incredibly smart.
I mean, she is pure impressive.
However, she is also very strong willed with that selective hearing.
One day last week, while I was working on training her through
running her, I was also praying, and it was like God asked me if I was listening
to what He was saying through this puppy.
The following is what I heard.
When I am training Lily, I know where I am going, and I know
the best and safest route. I don’t stop
and ask her opinion or which way she wants to go. Similarly, God is my leader. He knows the best and safest route for me to
go, and I must trust His leadership.
When I am training Lily, I do not act like I care about her
wishes or how she feels. I don’t ask her
opinion or let her lead part of the time.
However, I do care very deeply about her well being, safety, and
feelings. I love it when I catch a
glimpse of love, thanks, and admiration in her gaze as we run.
Just because God is not letting me chose the path I want
(and right now I would not pick the path we are headed down) does not mean that
He is unconcerned. Sometimes He leads
beside the still waters. Sometimes He
leads through the valley of the shadow of death. Either way, He is a caring and strong leader
worth following, and He delights in my looking to Him with thanksgiving and
admiration.
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