On April 13, 2012, Nehemiah, my precious, perfect, gift from God, died in my arms when I was trying to feed him. It was the worst day of my life.
I am trying to forget those moments and remember all the good times we had together... all the times that I told him about Jesus and introduced them so that Nehemiah would know Him when he went "Home." When Nehemiah met Jesus for the first time, I wanted him to say, "Oh, I know you. My mommy loved you and told me all about you."
I took several videos while Nehemiah was living. I knew his life would not be long on this earth. Doctor after doctor warned me of that, and I did not want to regret not taking videos. A friend put the videos together for me to show at the funeral so that I could share my little man with all of his friends and family who never got to meet him in person.
And, here he is...
Cherold and Josh...my admiration and love for you grows and grows. I want to hold you and pray for you and love you both so much that not a day passes without you both in my heart. Thank you for sharing the video. I do know in my heart that Nehemiah knew his Lord and Savior and is being held by Him as you and Josh so lovingly held him. Love you.....
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